I have an appointment at the counselling center on Monday. With a psychiatry resident. *groans* I don't know if it will be a good thing or a bad thing... but I guess I can give it a shot, right? I mean, will it really hurt anything all that much?
My shit is just getting to be a little too much for me. I keep purging, and I cut again the other day, and I keep thinking about cutting. Plus I'm finding motivation, energy, and concentration to be problems lately. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me, but I would like to somehow make it go away, whatever it is, if I can.
I just hope this goes okay. I was hesitant enough about even making this counselling appointment... I'm afraid that if it really doesn't go well I may not be able to rev myself up to try yet again, and fail once again.
As a random last side note, there is a decent chance of me failing my calculus test today, and an even greater likelihood that if I pass I will do very badly. Read: I'm almost certain of it.
I hope you're all doing better than me. ♥
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Sorry, I'm a random. But could you blog again about how it goes? Just out of curiousity. It would be nice to know how that kind of thing helps. (: But anyway, I really hope it goes well for you.
I hope that your appointment went ok, I'll be lurking about in the cyber-background to see how you got on.
Lola x
Hey, waaay late on this, but:
I totally applaud your going to the counceling center and highly encourage you to keep trying. I am just coming out of EDNOS, and it is amazing how great life can be without it. I know it sucks (I went through4 shrinks one of which hit on me) but is so worth it. Be strong girl!
i hope it went okay?
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