In moods like this I don't care about anything. I don't care about work, or the fact that school's coming up, or Christmas, or friends, or existing. Nothing. I just want to lay down and... not exist anymore. Or sleep. I mean, I know I'm tired. But I'm tired so fucking often lately. It's no wonder I was starting to become a caffeine addict (before I abruptly pulled myself off it) -- caffeine is the one thing that keeps me from feeling tired. Well, that and sugar. Hence all the overeating urges I seem to get. But I already talked about that yesterday.

Why does life have to be so fucking hard all the time now?