Who do you talk to when you have nobody to talk to at all?
I feel horribly, utterly alone so often these days. Not a single person around me understands, and I don't think they ever can or ever will.
I have also discovered that depression turns me into a compulsive overeater, which makes me slowly but surely gain weight, which makes me unhappy, which contributes to my depression, which of course just fuels this whole fucking cycle all over again. Fuck shit fuck.
Why can't I just be happy with being normal? Why can't I just be happy, period? Why does my brain have to be so fucked up?
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2 comments:
uh huh, i understand what you mean. I sometimes eat something coz i feel good and like i deserve it, then I feel so guilty and bash myself up about it. Its a never ending spiral and circle. I can understand what you mean and how you feel to some degree, I can't completely 'coz I'm not you.
But stay strong. you'll make it in the end.
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I know the feeling. I know I'm not you, and I don't get all of it. I'm also not literally there with you, but I'm here for you. Don't give up hope.
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