Crossposted from another site.


Christmas eating was a bit weird, especially Christmas Day... ended up stuffing my face that day, and actually woke up nauseous in the middle of the night after it... but I got through it okay, I think. I haven't weighed myself since I've come home. I may do it tomorrow, just to see where I am in terms of weight. Certain pants feel tighter and the like, so I can't help wondering if I've continued to gain weight. Certainly I ate enough junk over the days I was home for Christmas to possibly have gained. But I don't know that for sure, I guess. Maybe maybe not.

Am back at my apartment now... my lonely little apartment without even any Internet. However, I am thinking of calling the people I get my cell phone with and asking about getting an Internet connection in a bundle with the phone. Apparently at cheapest it can be about $26 a month, without tax, to add a semi-decent Internet connection. I won't really be able to download many torrents, but that would be okay with me as long as I didn't go over my bandwidth. It's kinda like my phone... with the second-lowest connection level I would get about 25GB bandwidth a month, which would possibly/hopefully be enough as long as I don't download too much. So my total bill, for phone and Internet with taxes, might be like... $120 a month? Maximum. Which would be about $60 every cheque. I get about $180 every cheque for everything, so it's not really ideal, but it might be doable. I wouldn't have money for much else, but I don't really have that much extra money to begin with, and maybe it would be worth it for the Internet connection. I wonder how long a contract I would need to sign to get this bundle.

Anyway, that was a totally non-ED tangent. Lol. But that's okay. I guess the point is that I am trying to find a way to make things work in my life, since now I have all this free time or whatever. The Internet would help me stay more connected to the outside world, which is something I have issues with anyway, and my loneliness makes me feel even worse. At least if I had the Internet I could keep in contact with people regularly, by some method that isn't just my cell phone (which has limited capabilities).

Ponderings.