100.8 today. It looks like a loss, but I've gained and lost so much over the last week or so that I've barely lost any real weight. Stupid Easter (two Easter dinners on two consecutive nights) and then stupid me eating extra. Apparently any extra at all sends me soaring weight-wise, and it's now a bitch to try and actually lose anything. I suppose I should have expected that my metabolism would screw up on me at some point. *sigh* Makes things harder, though not impossible. And I definitely CANNOT afford any more screw-ups!!

My next dread is going to be my mother's birthday supper/cake... luckily I can get out of the dinner out with her family, as she won't pay for any of us because it's her birthday, and I sure as fuck don't have the cash to pay an extra $20 for a meal I don't even want to fucking eat. So I'll skip the restaurant outing. But the home dinner... lord knows what she'll have. They'll probably just cook meatless meatballs for me, which is their standard thing to do when they have chicken/beef/fish/etc and sides, because they bought a whole box of them so there are still a million left. And then I'll have the rice/potatoes/whatever on the side... and of course the obligatory piece of dessert. *sigh*

Oh well. I can't even keep my cals down low enough now... I'll probably give in happily on the day of my mother's birthday supper. I have no fucking willpower. Weakling.