Thursday, April 05, 2012

101.9. Still under my line, though... by a whole day, in fact. And I'm on day 2 of my period (my heavy, crampy day -- woo-hoo), so I can expect to lose another half pound to pound solely from the water weight I gain just before my period. Usually it's a pound, but when I'm losing weight during that week it sort of seems to blend with the other weight loss. So I won't see a random 1 lbs drop in a day... I'm more likely to see 2 or 3 good drops, one of which is likely to contain at least half a pound I wasn't expecting. Either way it will leave me, and (hopefully!!!) that means I'll be even more below my line. I'm counting on this because I suspect my weight loss is going to slow in a couple of weeks, so I'd like it to be as fast as possible in the initial stages, so I'm not worrying as much about plateaus or slow losses later.

In the meantime, I need to go take a pill for my cramps. Ugh. Day 2 is the worst. [TMI WARNING] Didn't help that I woke up leaking and had to hold a towel to myself as I raced for the bathroom. Very dignity-inspiring, I can assure you. Ha. But only my cat is ever there to see anything, and he had no idea what was going on, so it's all good.

I gotta try and get through at least the DVDs I borrowed from the library. I had intended to go and bring some stuff back and pay off my debt to under $5, but I don't have the money anymore, because of that outing I had with my friend the day before yesterday. So I'm gonna have to wait till next payday to do it. Everything's due two days after my next cheque anyway, so I'll pay the fine back then. As much of it as I can, if not all of it. I don't want to owe money, especially to a library... because we all know libraries don't exactly have much in the way of money to begin with. I'd say a lot of benefactors and donators keep that library open. So I kinda feel like a bad person for owing the library like 15+ dollars and not paying it back right away. But it's also not my fault that I'm poor as fuck. And sometimes I wanna go out and have fun with my friends... and I couldn't not eat in front of this particular friend after 4-5 hours out because I already know she's worried about me, so my last $10 went towards a pita and a can of diet soda. Oh well. I WILL pay the library back. I really will. It just can't happen for awhile longer.

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