Ate somewhere around 1000 calories yesterday when I was aiming for 500, which makes me really pissed at myself. Oh well. Today I can b/p later if I need to, so HOPEFULLY I can stick to my 500 fucking calories and NOT screw up. *mutters angrily at self*

(Note that my 500 cals doesn't include anything I b/p on. I figure that even if some calories get left behind from a b/p [and not many will if I do it right] I can still lose weight on 500 cals plus b/ps with good purges.)

It's interesting how obsessed I'm starting to get with this again. Interesting, like watching someone pull their own fingernails off... but still, it is.