Yay for backdated entries, again.


Sunday, January 24th, 2010

So on Friday I got two calls from the ED clinic, for two of the groups. On Mondays I'm supposed to do the body esteem group, and on Tuesdays a group called wellness group, which I think is supposed to focus on day-to-day wellness and stuff like that. I am not sure how I feel about this, but I'm going to try it. I have my first group tomorrow.

Been b/ping as per normal. Everything else in life is going fairly okay. I guess I don't have so much that I want to report.


Monday, January 25th, 2010

Had the body esteem group today. It was actually a lot better / more relevant than I had thought it might be. I think I will continue with it and see where it goes from here.

I have my first wellness group tomorrow. All I can really hope is that my first impression of that group is as good as the impression from body esteem. Well, and I also hope both groups continue to go well. We will see on both counts, I guess.

Didn't eat all my exchanges today, though, and have b/ped twice. I kind of feel like I am failing at recovery. But whatever. It may all fall down around me... but it's not like that hasn't happened before. Right now I do not particularly 100% care. Whatever happens happens. Maybe I will get more motivated as the weeks go by, and I actually see the program dietician, etc.