Keep forgetting to weigh myself... meh. My intake yesterday was "good", by which I mean I didn't keep in too much food... under 1000 cals, I think/hope. I did purge three times, though :/. Ah well.

Today I have so far had a veggie ciabatta sandwich from Mega Wraps, which was only $3.99 and REALLY good. I'd estimate that at about 500 cals (huge bread, cheese, mayo, blah blah). I plan to have a Luna bar (180) for break at work, and that's all I want to keep in today. Chances are decent that I'll end up b/ping tonight, but whatever. I don't care anymore. If that's the only way I can stick to losing weight, that's what I'm going to have to do. All I care about, food-wise, right now is whether I'm losing weight. The rest of it can get shot to hell, and it really doesn't matter to me, sadly.

I just want to be thin again. Thin thin thin.

In other news, R is coming to my house Monday morning (I hope) to install my Internet and cable ^_^. I'm getting a digital cable box for my living room, and just regular cable in my bedroom. The whole thing, taxes in, is going to cost me about $71 a month, according to the R guy. So it's pretty good, actually. About the same as I would have paid with the student rate thing, even though it's not technically any sort of student rate, but rather a "bundle". Whatever. As long as it works, I don't care. Heh.

Oh, yes, and I should probably mention that I went to the psychiatrist today. The appointment itself was fine -- meds are the same -- but I mentioned that I have a lot of really random bruises on my body, and asked him if maybe the prescriptions I'm on could be doing it. He didn't think so, and apparently I don't take enough ibuprofen that it should thin my blood enough to account for the bruises, so he wrote me a slip for some basic bloodwork (CBC, iron, B12, thyroid, and some clotting factor thing) and told me I should make an appointment with my GP, as apparently she can do more extensive platelet testing. It seems most likely that I'm anemic, but then again I've thought in the past that I might be anemic, only to have my hemoglobin, iron, and B12 all come out fine. The other most likely possibility is that something is wrong with my platelet count, and if that's the case any number of things could be wrong. I'm really hoping it's nothing... but I guess I'll find out. o.o

Peace out.