Sunday, May 28, 2006

Daily weigh-in: 141.4. I guess gaining 0.2 pounds isn't really that bad... it's probably water or poop weight. Lol. I think I might up my calorie count a bit today, cause my mom's been getting suspicious.

"You're not starving yourself, are you?"
"No!" ("what are you, stupid?" affect)
"Cause skinny is not the goal here. Healthy is the goal. Skinny is stupid."
"Yes, I know." (exasperated affect)
(later) "Have you eaten yet today?"
"No... I just got up." (This is actually true, by the way.)
"But it's 4:00! You're so lazy!" Then she finally leaves the house.

I mean, yeeesh. Just because I came upstairs wearing some old clothes that finally fit again, to show them off a little. She's been asking me those sorts of questions ever since I dropped enough weight for the difference to be noticeable. I wish she'd just leave me the fuck alone. Not like I'd stop doing it just because she knew about it, anyway. I'm an adult -- she can't control me. And I'm not underweight, so she can't send me to a hospital. Therefore, there's not a damned thing she can do right now. So hahaha on you, mother.

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