Day 31

Daily weigh-in: 146. Two pounds in a day??? All I'm afraid of is that, with these next two days (fasting, but eating one fairly high-calorie meal in the day), I'm gonna gain all that back and then some. I had BETTER not gain much, that's all. :@

I can see the difference in my weight pretty much everywhere on my body now. Boobs, stomach, love handles, back, thighs, face... AND I'm even starting to see a hint of collarbone now! :D:D. Proportionately, my stomach is still stuck out further than my boobs, but my general waistline has shrunk; also, my butt has NOT shrunk (undies still fit the same, too), so I look more proportional. I always wanted a bigger butt, and now I've sorta got it. My butt was so tiny under my heavy midsection that it practically looked like it didn't exist -- pancake-like. Now it's starting to finally announce that it is there.

I am pleased, and will continue to be just as long as going out to eat twice in two days doesn't fuck this all up. I just hope the fasting for the rest of the day each time will help...