Wish I could make myself oblivious to everything
Wish the world would stop revolving
Wish I could concentrate enough for things to make any sense
Wish anything in my fucking head ever made sense
Wish I would learn to just fucking deal, as Marya would say
Wish something could be merciful and just put me out of my misery
Wish I was just fucking NORMAL

Because I really fucking hate this shit
Hate it hate it hate it
Make my brain fall into usual patterns again
Please
Please please...