Daily weigh-in: 134.2. I wonder why it keeps going in between these two particular weights (this and 133.8)? It can't rest squarely on 134? It doesn't want to go above .2 or below .8? I find this rather bizarre, to tell you the truth.

However, I swear that I WILL lose again. I WILL go below 133.8, if it's the last damned thing I do. Actually, my goal right now is to get below 129... that was the low weight a friend of mine with an ED reached. It's terrible of me to be set on beating my friend, I know, but after reading her journal I can tell that I am a better restrictor than she is AND I know more about eating disorders now. Plus, she was more of a bulimic than a restrictor anyway -- would binge and then compensate by fasting, which as we all know just leads to binging again. Which is exactly what it did for her. The scary thing is that we had/have the same goals... 120 and 105. But I swear I will get there, even if she did not. At least to 120 if not as low as 105 -- although I'd LOVE to go to 105, or even lower.

But yeah. I suppose that's enough comparison for one day. I have something she did not -- willpower to avoid binges. That, combined with determination, should get me something, or this world just doesn't work according to the laws of human physiology and nutrition. I wouldn't be surprised, though, knowing my luck. Haha. :P

Well, I'm off now. To do... umm... something. I just gotta figure out what.