Daily weigh-in: 138.2. Goddamn these fucking 138s! And for the next two days I have to eat a lot more than I want to -- I'm going to the annual birthday lunch today with relatives, and on Friday night I'm having my party, which will probably mean pizza as well as a ton of candy and pop. Ughhhhhhh. I am SO going to be fasting from this evening until Friday night. I guess you could say I'm going on a 24-hour fast, kind of. I'll be asleep for part of it, but still. I can't eat that kind of shit and NOT not eat in between. Fucking grosssss. :/

One thing I have noticed is just how much birthdays revolve around food. Isn't that disgusting? Major holidays all involve the shovelling in of terrible amounts of calories. I swear human beings are all fucking pigs. Those of us with eating disorders are just the ones who try to control our gluttony.