I haven't been a good girl lately -- well, not really. Haven't exactly been counting calories, but I'm pretty sure it hasn't been more than 1000 on any given day. However, today I weighed myself for the first time in several days and I was actually at 138, so now I'm more motivated than ever to lose. I'm SOOOOOO CLOSE to my short-term goal of 135... I can almost taste it. I want to get there so bad. And if that means I have to starve a little -- well, so be it. My stomach is a lot smaller than it used to be anyway.