I can't believe I didn't realize this before... I have been eating more junky things, and eating more in general, because my body wants food and is making me eat more pretty much on its own. I thought I was just getting more apathetic about what I ate. Truth is, though, that this is my body trying to fool me into eating more.

I will not let it fool me anymore! I will keep control of myself, no matter how bad the cravings get, and no matter how hungry I get. I got over my cravings before, and I can get over them again. I just have to really assert my willpower -- not let this stupid apathy get me. I WILL WIN, GODDAMN YOU. I WILL LOSE WEIGHT.