Okay. Fuck it. I'm going to have to throw away any semblance of sanity and call McDonald's back and have a stupid interview and possibly get a stupid job. Because my mother won't fucking leave me alone, and is pretty clear about the fact that she thinks I'm a lazy, irresponsible moocher.

I really think I'm going to have to work towards leaving home, or something. I cannot fucking STAND living in this house anymore. I don't care if I'm as poor as a fucking church mouse -- I can't stand her poison. Because that's what it feels like to me. All she ever does is make me feel like shit, and I am fucking SICK of it.


EDIT: I have an interview at McDonald's. And, #1, they have a reference I never actually ASKED to be my reference, and #2, they want another reference by tomorrow afternoon at 2:15, and #3, I think they're actually going to call both of my references, because otherwise why would they be so adamant about wanting them? FUCK FUCK FUCK. What the fuck am I supposed to do now? This is all a bloody fucking disaster. But why should I have expected anything else? My whole fucking LIFE seems to be one goddamned disaster.

I am SO FUCKING PISSED right now.