I'm not even going to bother weighing myself today. I know I'm a fatass... why do I need to hear it one more time?

I'll probably weigh myself tomorrow, though, just to see what I am at the start of the fast, so I can see how the weight progresses throughout the fast. I can hopefully at least lose some of this gross water weight on the fast, if nothing else. I honestly don't even care WHERE the weight comes from on my body, as long as it COMES OFF, and FAST. I can't stand looking at myself at this weight. I'm so fucking huge it's driving me crazy.

Can't wait for the fast. Fast fast fast. But in the meantime, I have to be a motherfucking fatass for one more day. *heavy sigh*