I was purging.
Guess I was pretty loud, cause the sister heard.
And she sends me these lovely messages on MSN:

FUCK OFF.
RIGHT NOW.
IM SICK OF HEARING THAT FUCKING BULLSHIT FROM YOU.


So these are the messages I send her back.

#1:
YOU fuck off. I'm sick of you trying to guilt-trip me into bullshit. Leave me the fuck alone.

And then a few minutes later, message #2.

PS: You know why your opinion doesn't matter to me on this issue?
Because you could give a rat's ass about ME.
The only reason you give a shit at all is because you think it's "gross" or something stupid like that.

It doesn't matter to you what's going on in my head. All you care about is your own convenience and comfort. You you you.

Well, I'm fucking tired of living to try and please other people. Not like it ever fucking works anyway. All anybody in this family ever does is bitch at me for this or that. So you might as well just give it up.

The day you actually give a fuck about what it does to me, instead of what it does to you, send me a real message.
Until then, fuck off, because I don't want to fucking hear anything from you.


I mean it, too.

I'm fucking sick of her, of them, trying to control me.
I'm sick of her acting like she owns the fucking place, and trying to boss me around.
I'm sick of the way she acts like she is the center of the universe or some shit, and I should cater to her because she is her.

No.

I'm sick of this bullshit, and right now I could care less what she knows about my purging and what she doesn't know. What she knows is not important. In fact, what my parents know is not even important.
What's important is that, for once, I am going to do what I fucking want to do, and they are going to have NO SAY AT ALL in it.
And that's the way it's going to fucking be.
And that. is. FINAL.

So, sister, you can screw the fuck off.
I don't want to listen to your bitching and whining and complaining anymore.
If you can't have any compassion, just shut your goddamned fucking mouth.