Today I was 100.5. Officially back in the anorexic BMI range. W00t. Or something. (I'm just happy that every day since I started this I've lost at least .2 or .3. Today's loss was .9, which was a little more startling... I'm hoping it's actually real loss, as opposed to just water weight.)

I'm doing about 600-700 cals a day. Have been b/ping for the last couple of days also. Binges are not as big as they used to be when I was diagnosably bulimic, but they're getting there, or could get there. I seem not to keep any of the binges in, thus far. I sure as fuck hope it stays that way.

Feeling, of course, generally weaker and more tired. Keeping up my caffeine levels and smoking to try and avoid some of that, but... it's going to hit me sooner or later regardless. I'm just slowing down the process, staving off the inevitable, for now.

La la la.