My friend said to me on my forum: On my ward you get one cup regular in the morning, the rest of them are decaf.


I wish I was at your ward, L... I would love even one regular cup in a day! But I've been drinking an assload of Diet Pepsi every day - at least 1-1.5 litres - so I guess I've been getting at least SOME caffeine. Lol.

So I've decided to try and eat something very small at every meal... which is better than no food at all, like I did yesterday. Just now I had 1/3 of my scrambled egg, and I just got my (decaf) coffee with its 1 tbsp of milk. I don't know the precise calories yet, but I know it's not high, & mostly protein anyway (and some fat). Eggs are one of my "safe" things these days, so it should be okay.

The nurse said she's going to have a chat with me later on, when I'm "more awake". I wonder what the hell that means. I suspect she's going to rag on me a lot for not eating. What the fuck ever. She can say whatever she likes.

I think I'm supposed to be getting the standard bloodwork done today; I already did and handed in a urine sample. Also, the regular ward psychiatrist is in today, I believe, so she will see me and I guess make some sort of diagnosis and possibly/probably change my meds.

Today should be an interesting day...