850 cals so far today. I'd like to avoid going above 1000 if I can.

I actually think that lately I've been building a little muscle (not that much, but a little) and losing more inches, instead of losing weight. Reasons for this hypothesis:

1. I looked at my body in the mirror a few days ago and said, "Wow... I have a sort of athletic look to me. And I kinda... like it!" It was really bizarre.
2. This could be a result of washing/stretching, of course, but it seems like my newest jeans, the sizes 27/28 (size 3-5), are getting slightly loose on me.
3. My therapist said she thought I had been continuing to lose weight... even though my weight has been relatively stable for at least a month and a half now.

So... I really don't know. I'd like to believe it, but I'm hardly able to. I look bigger to myself these days. I'm always afraid that I'll wake up one day and not be able to get my smallest jeans on. If that happened, well, I'd completely freak the fuck out. I'm already freaking out enough because I swear I've got more fat on my body now, and my thighs are jigglier, and my stomach poofs out more -- if I gained much and/or stopped being able to fit into my clothes, we would have REAL problems.