Feeling gross.
Stepped on the scale today and weighed in at 114.2. This is the highest I've been in about three weeks, at least.
I worked so hard to get down to the 111s-112s, and what did I do then? Started fucking eating myself out of house and home.
I'm also on my period, and I'm bloated and crampy, which makes me feel even more gross.
I ate too much last night, too. I went to the kitchen and started eating some Oreos (fat-reduced, but still 50 cals a cookie), and then had a fingerful of cereal... and then of course I lost my self-control altogether and had to have a large bowl of the stuff, with milk.
I know -- to any "rational" person this doesn't sound bad at all. But I ate somewhere around 850 cals yesterday, and I'm SO disappointed in myself. I was not supposed to eat more than 500, dammit!
And all this just because I started feeling a little cold, and freaked out, and knew that the only thing which would make my body temperature go up was food.

Next time, grow up and deal with it, you fucking baby.
You pathetic, fat, ugly baby.
Fatty fatty fatty.