I've spent my day going to classes, walking to the grocery store 10 minutes from the university campus to buy razors, going back to the campus and cutting my thigh repeatedly, and purging every morsel of food I've swallowed today (except one grape this morning). I'm in an absolutely terrible state. But I don't even care. Right now I'm dehydrated and my stomach aches, and I feel like numbing myself out even further by taking some Ativan. Hell, maybe I will. I know for sure that I'm going to go for a nap in the near future.

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