Couldn't stomach the turkey dinner. Just could not stomach it. Went into the bathroom very soon after supper and threw it all up. At least, I assume I threw almost all of it up, because the last bit of puke was really, really bitter, like the bile I threw up in the emergency room once, and barely had any food in it. Plus I did a REALLY big one a few purges before that where the food just flooded out of my mouth. So I think I got almost all of it, if not all. I hope I did.

I don't like purging, but I had to. I felt so bloated and fat and disgusting that I just couldn't keep it in. Ugh. I guess there's not going to be any more "normal" eating for me from now on. :|