Today's calories: 933. I am disgusting. I had all sorts of cravings a few hours after supper, so first I ate my other double chocolate cookie (NEVER buying those stupid things again), and then later I ate one of my packages of Lindor truffles (220 cals for the three of them). After thinking about it for a few minutes, I decided to go purge it up, despite that I had heard that chocolate tasted horrible when purged. I didn't care -- I just wanted that shit OUTTA me. (Note to self: Next time, chew and spit, you moron!) I didn't get any "big" purge this time, which I attribute to having drunk no liquids in between bites of the chocolate. I did, however, start throwing up tiny bits of strawberry Jello with the chocolate, so every time I puked I got this interesting strawberry-chocolate taste in my mouth. It was surprisingly not bad.

Of course, my mouth tasted terrible afterwards, so I did my usual rinse with Listerine and gum-popping (Excel Polar Ice). I'm gonna wait a bit longer before I brush my teeth, so I don't scrub the acid in.

I hate how weak I am when a craving comes along and I have stuff around to fill that craving. I hate how weak I am in general. How do I expect to lose any weight when I keep breaking my 500 cal limit, and hardly exercise, and most of the food I DO eat is crap??

I should have known this plan wasn't going to work. Nothing ever does seem to work for me.