Today:

- Ate; kept some in, purged at least half.
- Ate; purged again.
- Ate again; purged yet again.
- Somewhere in there I took a lukewarm-to-cold shower (our hot water heater hadn't been working right).
- After all that, what Ex-lax got absorbed before I purged for the first time started to work its "magic".
- Did I mention that I baked brownies today? No? Well, I did. They turned out a bit too spongey for my tastes, but I ate like half the pan for all that. At 85 cals a brownie. (Low-fat Splenda recipe.) Ughhhhhhh. Luckily, I got most of that out. I think.

I guess this is just what days become when you have an ED. Sad that I met up with my friend at the mall to begin my day, and had a lovely time and bought nice things, but the food shit is what stands out in my mind the most. Because I'm still worried about what few calories got into my system.

Argh.